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god, i just went through my old favourites from like... what... 2015? on this account.

that lead to checking out the few accounts i was obsessed with as well as a kid.

it makes me wish i could go back to 2015, mannn

but, like, preferably as the age i am now and not a literal. 11-12 year old. i feel like i would've been able to connect with the artists i loved so much more. they've each left deviant art because of this funky layout (i dont blame them) and have moved to other sites.

and itd be so creepy to pop into their dms like "hiiiii... i really admired u as a fifth grader.......... i literally had to do a presentation in seventh grade on a person i admire and i chose you................. do u think we can be friiIIIIEEENNNDS"

bahh and deviantart was a lot more.. active back then. i think. from what i remember, anyways. i dont remember a lot from that age tbfh;;

why must change happen man!! suckz

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e_e

2 min read
people always tell you stories about how when they were younger, they immediately found something they were passionate about and decided to learn more about it, find a career where they could do the thing they loved more often.
it's always like these beautiful out-of-a-movie scenarios, and i just wanted to say;
please. for the love of god. if you don't experience that, that is 100% okay.
it's normal to feel uncertain about what path you want to take, it's normal to lose interest in something you thought you'd want to spend the rest of your life doing. it's a journey of self discovery.
dont think even for a moment that you're a failure because your future is uncertain, you are still figuring yourself out and that is okay.
life isn't going to be a smooth road for most people, there are going to be countless struggles.
i wanted to say this because for so long i felt like garbage for being uncertain of what i would do in the future, second guessing my interests, etc.
i was always fed these stories of people finding their passions at such a young age, and i thought i was irregular for being so indecisive.
i wish i could tell my younger self that for most people, life is not going to be that easy. you won't know what you want for a long time, and it will take years to discover what you DO want. just take your time, and figure yourself out.
anyways
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OC - Brownie

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Name: Brownie

Nickname: None

Age: 27

Date of Birth: May 17th 1982

Place of Birth: Nobody gave birth to an animatronic, but she was planned and built in a knock off joint of Freddy Fazbear's Pizza.

Gender: Female

Race/Species: Rabbit

Language: English

Height: 5'11

Weight: 130kg

Personality/Attitude: Brownie is very timid, shy and introverted. When it comes to preforming, she tries to put on a mask to hide the fact that she is hating every second of it. She prefers to be alone, but she will spend the day with the kids and other animatronics, only because it's necessary. She doesn't let much people become too close to her, in fear that they'll end up hurting her or leaving her. You'll most likely find her hidden in a corner, either in the basement, or parts and service.

Favorites/Likes: She has a strange obsession with vanilla icecream. She loves to be concealed from everyone, she likes collecting things and creating random, poorly made, contraptions, She also LOVES getting scratched behind the ears.

Most Hated/Dislikes: She doesn't like most people, but she'll put up with them because she has to. She can't stand when Claire (:iconxxdubstep: < Her OC) calls her 'Cookie', She doesn't like when people pester her by getting too close, or talking to her for too long.

Fears: Although she spends most of her free time alone, she fears of being lonely or forgotten. She is afraid of the dark.

Hobbies/Interests: Collecting scraps (from the parts and service room mostly, but scattered around the pizzeria as well.) to make random, poorly constructed contraptions.

Sexual Preferences: Pansexual

Occupation: Brownie was built to be the background singer in the band, (Billy, Lily, Brownie)

Family/Friends: The only person she'd consider a friend would be Claire. 

(May be edited later if I missed anything important)

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its raining

1 min read
wow
its raining really hard
I can hear it through my blasting music
geez
but if the power goes out I wont be happy
because without power
means no internet
which also means no deviant art
pray3sarcye
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:iconfnaf-ask:

so uh

just brought this back from the dead

check it out

if ya want

yeah
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